May was full of events and other such to-dos… reading was enjoyed as an escape but not as much time for it as I would have liked.

Still, these are hefty books to have finished this month:

The Fiery Cross | Diana Gabaldon

I completed this fifth installment of the Outlander series as the fifth season of Outlander on STARZ finished airing. Diana Gabaldon continues to deliver with every read. At 979 pages, this read was chock-full of the description on history, character development, everyday living and, of course, epic adventures and happenings that could only happen in a book that is all genres in one. The Fiery Cross covers the lead up to the American Revolution, how Jamie and Claire Fraser, along with their extended family, manage while also knowing what is to come. The Outlander Series continues to be an incredible example that it is possible to capture the growth of a relationship over the decades.

The Testaments | Margaret Atwood

Having read The Handmaids Tale, it seemed fitting to see how Margaret continued the story. Jumping ahead of time, we are given multiple characters' perspectives both in and outside of Gilead.

I have always found The Handmaids Tale an intriguing take on the patriarchy, especially after hearing Margaret Atwood explain in an interview that people’s distaste for this world is in, fact, a direct reaction to the true happenings in our world. It’s easy to think this writer fluffed up a story with horrific details against women, but in fact, she researched and has only ever created the world of Gilead based on true experiences women have experienced either in the past or currently in the world. To have to be met with those truths, even in a fictional world, is jarring and helps me remember why I stand up for myself when actions towards me have gotten out of hand. It is not about creating a scene, but about continuing to create a world in which it is safe to speak up, choose and make mistakes as well as successes as women and for the future women.

To summarize, I was expecting more of a diabolical ending to The Testaments, but either way, Margaret Atwood gave us another piece of fiction to ponder over the words and actions of others and even ourselves.

April began sweetly and it was a simple little reminder of how, as a family of three, we can, and do sustain each other. Each of us has our own creative endeavours and work. Those things keep us fulfilled while the in-between moments are for holding, sharing, eating together and finding solace in the quiet.

Yet,

We are not going through an easy time.

We are grappling with more than we had anticipated for this year.

It’s a journey.

As all of life is.

Here is April,

how I felt it in little snippets….

this is thirty-one.

The lead up to this birthday was difficult.

Losing a grandfather who helped bolster my dreams, a global pandemic causing us to stay home, a provincial mass shooting that reached a national level, and an atmosphere change in our little home…. the layers of these events, although a warrior I believe myself to be…created a weakening in my heart. Tears have come easily and without much effort and, a new realization of what is to come has surfaced.

I am wrapping my head around this one.

Thirty-One didn’t arrive with streamers and confetti for me.

Thirty-One didn't come with a big celebration.

Thirty-One arrived with an invitation and a whisper.

Thirty-One left a challenge at my doorstep.

Will you dream new and different? Will you open yourself up to something more than what is currently before you?

On the one hand, this invitation is coming clearly. I see collaborations and work developing at a new and exciting rate.

On the other hand, this invitation is a road full of fog and unknowns before me. I can hear the invitation, but I can’t see around the bend. How can I let go of what I have known for something I don’t yet know of?

And this is where the practice of releasing what I hold dear and opening myself up to what is new and the next right thing to comes into my life.

A practice that is harder than one would ever want to admit.

A practice I may have done a million times, only to struggle to do it a million and one times more.

This is thirty - one.

and it seemed that all at once, she was five.

Zoë has flourished over the last year.
Becoming more of herself separate from us.

I see myself in her eyes, the demonstrative affection and the willingness to drop everything and be silly for silly sake.

I see him in her thought out nature, fully engrossed ways and ability to tell people ‘how it is’ and ‘how it all works’.

More importantly, I see her.

Moved and affected by everything and everyone around her. She has taken on learning how to skate, read, write, have friendships and ultimately become more and more of herself every day.

To say we are proud of her is an understatement.
We are engrossed, overcome, blessed, challenged and inspired by her.

We delight in her.

In five more years she will be ten.
Hard to imagine the changes, the becoming, the metamorphosis that will happen between now and then and from then to beyond.

What we know for sure,

Zoë will always be a bright light as she is. All of the parts of who she is is what makes her unique. We couldn’t ask for anything else.

Our only prayer

is that she always be free in her spirit to be fully ‘Zoë’, however that is, however that grows and changes. May her spirit remain free from the expectations and standards of this world and may she step into whatever her calling may be despite what may try to come against her in her life.

It’s not just COVID-19.

It’s everything on top of it.

It’s the deaths in the family, the tragedies in shootings, the loss of life when helicopters crash and the missing of those we cannot see.

Nova Scotia, my dear province, lost 22 people in our countries largest mass shooting.

In less than 24 hours, 22 people lost their life. An unthinkable thing. A tragic thing. A no explanation but despair thing. And we are here with our tear-stained cheeks wondering how and where do we go from here? What more will happen? How will we move from this?

It got me thinking as my heart was heavy, burdened with the death, the loss, the deep well of emotion when life is unsteady and unreal.

What do we do?

Make moves for peace.

How?

First, we listen, and we feel.

Feel the agony, the weight and the unsettledness.

Then, as the day moves, we move too. We make moves for peace.

Quiet, steady, one at a time, moves for peace.

For me, this meant:

Calling out toxic behaviour that surrounded our home.
Filling my ears with music that uplifts.
Watching media that welcomes peace such as Mr.Rodgers Neighbourhood
Almost daily chats with those who create order in my spirit.
Quiet activities, like walks, journaling, yoga & reading.
Praying.
Reading the Psalms.

What are your moves for peace?

Mary Poppins | P. L. Travers

A read from March I forgot to record. Mary Poppins was a blast to read aloud as a family and was a great lead into watching the Disney classic. As a parent, you start to realize that Mary Poppin’s sensibilities were always slyly put in places the belonged the most. And usually, always about the world needing to shift and shape up and letting the children, be children.

Rhythms of Renewal | Rebekah Lyons

After hearing Rebekah interviewed I quickly ordered her book. I find anyone who wants to study the rhythms of seasons, creativity and spirituality combined is someone I want to hear from. This book has not disappointed. Her approach to her faith and how she lives a more balanced life is refreshing.

Dawn of a Distant Shore | Sara Donati

The second in the Wilderness series. Dawn of a Distant Shore didn’t disappoint, although I found it a bit less engaging as the first. It’s always fun to read when characters come into my dear home and native land as Canada and even reference or come into the Halifax area. That being said, the most interesting character arc in the story for me, was the adolescent daughter. Her perspective on their journeys was always what I wanted to flip to.

For personal and professional growth with tools, I challenged myself to put together a vlog with a combination of videos from my ‘insta’ stories and newly attained Sony A77.

Although I have been around these tools for the past few years, I have not attempted to learn them or use them myself, outside of collaborations.
Past youtube videos have always been edited by my tech-loving husband.

This time… it’s all me.

(except, I admit… he did help me with the sound levels before I uploaded…)

I hope you enjoy my first crack at it.

As I look at the songs that I have gathered for this season’s playlist, I was hit with the realization of how the COVID-19 pandemic affected my choices. I was already in the process of curating the list when COVID hit our country and my province. In knowing that, there are many songs on this list that I may not have otherwise included. The few from Mary Poppins and Into the Woods, being from musicals would have been songs I would have nixed before the list was completed or left just one. But the words in those musicals, the point they are making seemed to say something to me. About unknowns and uncomfortable places.

Spring 2020 Playlist <——-

Standouts*

Clearly | Grace Vanderwall

A cross between a cover of “I Can See Clearly Now” by Johnny Nash and a new song, Grace’s words in Clearly give hope in times when life is uncertain. Where can we find hope today? How can we accept what we cannot change?

8 | Billie Eilish

I love these few songs from Billie that sit on the surface of your skin and make you listen deeper.

The Blessing | Kari Jobe

I have always found peace and rest in traditional hymns and songs. This was sent to me by my Dad amidst the grief of a loss in the family and the following shock of the effects of COVID.

A Spoonful of Sugar | Julie Andrews (Mary Poppins)

With the adjustments and inability to hug those we care about, the words of this song hit me as we introduced it to our almost five-year-old. These lessons are invaluable.

Never in our generations have we been so restricted.

Not since the World Wars have we been encouraged to stay home, confined in our movements and asked to put the needs of others before our own. This just points out the privilege that we have been born into and daily have.

As the weeks progress, people are losing their jobs either temporarily or entirely, missing out on surrounding a loved one as they die, postponing weddings and funerals, losing the opportunity to have a doula supported birth, experiencing loneliness in a new way…

This is real.

Nothing I could ever say or suggest could minimize the weight that we have to journey. So rather than minimize, here are a few prompts of things one can do to hopefully aid in peace, groundedness and a bit of enjoyment.

Keep a Schedule

Whatever you do, don't slip into a non-scheduled life. (unless it’s the weekend) For me, it's a mix of time slots I upkeep for my work & a running list of daily activities that I do before the day is out. (daily chores, workouts, lessons with the preschooler)

Identify Professional Projects

Kick-starting new professional goals and projects That you can work on at home can be motivating and something to boost confidence.

Identify Personal Projects

Taking on my daughter's pre-school activities, enjoying the Home Edit mini-challenge, Spring cleaning, and preparing for her 5th birthday are ways to keep me occupied.

Get Relational

Relationships require an intentional back and forth. It takes work. Being able to identify those who are invested in the back and forth and creating a routine or natural rhythm of communication during this time of social isolation can do wonders for your heart. Currently, this means 'face-timing' with a good friend every Monday night when we would have been on my couch and watching a show. Now we do it separately while still experiencing it together. 'Facetiming' grandparents, always telling my aunt when I finish a book, staying close with my cousin while we grieve our grandfather and journey this uncertain time across the country from each other.

Move Your Body

In Nova Scotia, we have been told not to leave our communities and seek out nature, but are allowed to walk in our own neighbourhood, to limit the community spread of COVID-19. Thankfully, this means my daily walking routine is not limited and getting out for fresh air, distancing myself from neighbours that also walk that route has been an excellent time for me to separate from the emotions. Youtube and the broader internet is full of free and subscription-based workout videos of every kind. Personally, I adore Popsugar & Yoga With Adrienne.

Prepare food with Intention

Every meal matters. Turn on music, set the table, light candles, prepare with creativity. Eating alone or with those in your house in an atmosphere brings so much joy.

Document

Some do this by taking photos on their phones for Instagram, others by video and others by journaling. However you document your thoughts and experiences; do it. It's a form of therapy.

Homework | Julie Andrews

Written with a literary and sleight of hand with wit, Julie Andrews, along with her daughter, craft each chapter to give the reader a full perspective of the personal and professional aspect of Julies Hollywood years. I find in her age, Julie reminds me of how my paternal grandmother used to talk. It could be the British and proper influence with stringing sentences together, or it could be the sly snarky two cents that Julie adds for the reader to hear. (Which, my grandmother often didn't leave to question) Whether I found threads of my grandmother in this memoir or just the comforting voice of a woman whom I watched in my childhood, it was a read that was timely during a time that has been full of emotion, loss and unknowns.

Becoming Mrs.Lewis | Patti Callahan

Still working my way through this book, it reveals a fictional but fact-based take on the woman who became C.S.Lewis' wife. Without knowing much about C.S.Lewis' personal life, this is a surprising read.

The Art of Money | Bari Tessler

Always ready to look at our financial wellness in a new way. Bari posses new ways to assess how your finances, be them secure or severe, can become a freeing experience.

Do Less | Kate Northrup

A book packed with ideas on how to look at life differently with different exercises. In retrospect, this read was a significant lead into the COVID-19 season.

Films / TV Series of Note

The Marvellous Mrs.Maisel S03 - For the exceptional talent and collaborative mediums in the art of storytelling
Veronica Mars S01 - For the review of an early 2000's TV show that stands the test of time. Although filmed with those kitschy drama methods, the plot and character development stand.
The Farewell - An American raised Chinese granddaughter grapples with her family's choices in dealing with her ailing grandmother.
Mary Poppins - Our March family movie, which seemed perfect for ushering in Spring.

As the world digests a new challenge, a collection of favourite things never hurt anybody….Take pleasure in the little things around you in all this uncertainty.

Succession Sheet Music

If you haven’t heard the theme music for the Television Series Succession, one quick listen will tell you why I have been working away this season at this piece.

Radiance Perfecting Serum - Pearlessence

A Christmas gift. I love it for it’s packaging and how it makes me feel after I apply it.

Grey Notes Pillow | Indigo

I’ve had these pillows for a while and due to our home Reno last year and issues I had to pack them away. I since replaced the inserts with non-down inserts and am happy to have them back on our couches and chairs.

Sand & Fog Candle | Cinnamon Noel

I couldn’t get my hands on a local soy candle maker for the holiday season, so I went off my usual resolve and bought this one. I am still trying to mostly buy Soy / natural candles.

The Fiery Cross | Diana Gabaldon

While reading the fifth instalment of the Outlander Series, I am also watching the fifth season of the hit Starz television series in order to study how books to television series adaptations occur.

Light Foot & Wolfville 2014 Sparkling Wine

We adore not just the wine but also the business of Lightfoot & Wolfville. They honour the history of the land they occupy, the culture of farming and winemaking and also those who consume their product are able to see and be apart of honouring that culture by becoming more aware of the natural rhythms of each season. Saving this for a special time.

Winter | An Anthology

Another book in the season anthology series collective by Melissa Harrison. Love reading the little poems and excerpts as the season progresses.

Brown Purse | Modcloth

For one solid year, I searched for a proper replacement for my last favourite brown purse which bit the dust early 2019. Finally found this and it is filling the hole for me.

Reading Light |

Top centre - Clockwise: Pink Winter Jacket | Old Navy, Ukulele | Christmas Gift from Auntie Jasmine & Uncle Tyler, Claw craft | Kiwi Craft (subscription christmas gift from Tai Ma, Marie Blue Striped Long sleeve | H&M Christmas Gift from Auntie Heidi, Cheeta Sweater | Christmas Gift from Mimi & Yeye, Hedgehog family | Indigo, Dance ribbon | Melissa & Doug, Skate graphic Shirt | Old Navy, Red Plaid Pyjamas | Old Navy, Black Pants | Old Navy, Flower embroidered Jeans | Old Navy, Socks "| Old Navy, Graphic Shirts | Old Navy, Graphic Pants | Old Navy, All About Feelings | Usborne Book, Valentines | SuperStore, Magentic Book | Christmas Gift from Auntie Nicole, Skates | Second Hand, Early Concepts / Pre School Books | Amazon, Pink Ombre Pants | Old Navy, Magnetic Friends | Melissa & Doug Gift from Grandma & Grandpa, Markers & Crayons | Home collection, 90’s Polly Pockets | From my childhood

So much growth has happened for our little since Autumn 2019.

Being so close to turning five has developed her into a deeply creative, bookish, imaginative and social being. We love seeing these changes and part of those changes are captured here in adding a few of the activities that she has been learning and enjoying.

New To Her

Pink Winter Jacket | Found at Old Navy and has served us well in the cold months.

Blue Striped Marie the Cat shirt | A gift from Auntie Heidi who has indulged zoë in her love for all things Disney & Aristocats.

Hedgehog Family | Our Valentine gift to Zoë this year. She loves imagining with anything small and creating stories with them.

Magnetic Book | A gift from Auntie Nicole that literally is played with almost daily.

Ombre Pink Pants | An old navy find that has become her favourite.

Ukelele | Christmas gift from Auntie Jasmine & Uncle Tyler. A learning curve for her that she picks up and explores.

Still Going Strong

Crayons / Markers | The hours that she uses these is endless.

Skates | Although we will need to replace them for the next Autumn due to her feet growing, these figure skates have held up perfectly for Zoe to learn with.

Time to Go

Pants | Unseen here there are countless pairs over the winter have worn out in the knees. The grey graphic pair as an example. A typical thing for young kids, but something to keep on top of none the less.

*Not pictured here: last year’s snow gear, a few extra pyjamas & the various worn pants that have either been tossed due to inability to repair or kept for spares.

Top centre - Clockwise: Grey Dress | From the bestie Jasmine, Brown Satchel Bag | Modcloth, Brown oversized turtleneck sweater | H&M, Brown Silk Long Sleeve | Suzy Shier, Serum | Christmas present from Jasmine, Blue Sweater Dress | La Vie En Rose, Winter Anthology Book | Amazon, Black turtle neck | RW&co, Blue Silk Pyjamas shirt | La Vie En Rose, Roots Joggers | Roots, Star Sweater | Aerie, Best Dressed Nail Polish | OPI, Blue Jeans | The Gap, Black Long pants | RW&Co, Licorice Nail Polish | Essie, Mixed Media Black Pleather Pants | RW&co, Black and White Plaid Long Sleeve Shirt | RW&co, Candle | Winners

This Winter went by incredibly fast.

We had a brilliant Christmas break which allowed us to feel comforted and reminded us of the good times when life got tough this winter with the hard process of losing a family member. This winter I was able to curate a few more cozy items to comfort and warm me on the coldest days…

New to Me

Black & White Plaid Long Sleeve | A great relaxed weekday wear that can also be dressed down. Glad to finally have plaid back in the wardrobe that feels more like me.

Brown Pleather Purse | A long-awaited replacement for a favourite purse that fell apart (5 years of solid use) and I had to get rid of last year. This isn’t an exact replica but it just as nice and I am glad to finally have replaced it.

Blue Silk Pyjama Shirt | My mom keeps me equipped in the cozies. It’s this thing we do, so this Christmas when I expressed a love for that pyjama shirt it made it’s way to me on Christmas day. Love that she still finds joy in pyjama gift giving. It’s a fun thing to look forward to.

Blue sweater dress | Bought the burgundy dress before Christmas. I have worn it like crazy. When the blue one was still in-store and on sale, I grabbed it. Love the shape, love the blue, love the pockets. A perfect simple item for dress up or dress down.

Still Going Strong

Grey Dress | Second hand from my bestie Jasmine, this gray dress continues to be a lovely little piece to add for a date night, meeting or just any winter event.

Roots Joggers | Nothing is nicer than slipping on joggers at the end of a workday. Love them.

Black Pants | My city long black pants from RW&co Along with the pleather black are my go-to. Always an easy grab.

Time to go

A White Sweater | Not pictured here, was a cheap white sweater that my mom and I bought last year as a filler in my wardrobe. Underlining the concept that cheap sweaters have no place in the wardrobe unless you already realize it’s just for a month or two. It didn’t stand up at all. I loved the cut, but cleaning it ruined it and it just didn’t hold up at all.

In a month full of family ups and downs, I have been able to fit in these reads….

Winter | Melissa Harrison

An anthology of the winter season. Bits of writings on the atmosphere and feelings of winter. A lovely thing to pick up amidst a winter day.

The Beautiful No | Sheri Salata

I admit, it was the cover that got to me first. Once I realized that Sheri was also the executive producer of the Oprah Winfrey Show and this was her account, reflections and pushing forward post the Oprah show, I was sold. As a producer of various creative endeavours, hearing what other successful producers have learned in their lives is something I enjoy taking note of. It also doesn’t hurt that ‘The Beautiful No’ is also a great take on what self-reflection and one’s own unique journey can do for moving forward.

The Giver of Stars | Jojo Moyes

I waited months for this book to arrive to me after putting it on hold at my local library. It seemed fitting that it took ages to get to me. This book features a historical nod to a group of women in the 1930’s who maintained a traveling library on horseback to remote homes in their community. Along with the historical feature, it also gives room for the journeys and travails of women of that time frame. Jojo has a way of creating characters that are not only captivating but impossible to forget. This book made a hard week for me, so much easier with such beautiful characters to journey it with.

A Simple Favour | Darcey Bell

A psychological thriller staring a single mom of a young boy who is best friends with another mom who goes missing. What transpires in this book keeps the pages turning quickly and I was trying not to set it down the whole time I was reading it. A perfect summer or plane read. This also happens to be a film which I will be watching soon.

We are not always afforded the ease and simplicity that comes with arranging time together, but I have learned that quality time doesn’t have to be a large commitment with one another.

It can also be the simple things, that build up to so much more.

Texts

Simple, meaningful texts when you are thinking of someone in the midst of your busy day can do wonders for yourself and the other person. It’s not about trying to maintain a large amount of back and forth but when words are genuine, they have the ability to warm someone deeply.

Quick Meet Ups

Having a quick chat over the length of time it takes to consume a beverage is a perfect way to connect amidst the business. It doesn’t have to be long, but a simple way to get quality is to enjoy a quick drink and treat together and then go on with the rest of the day. Be it morning, mid day or evening.

Shared Activities

Doing something routinely with someone is a great way to connect on a deeper level. With my daughter during this winter season it’s learning how to read and skating. We often share in a treat of some sort after skating and it means so much to us to laugh and indulge together. With another friend it’s gushing over a book and television series, with an aunt it’s all things bookish.

Planning Ahead

Not everyone can plan ahead (parents of young children, care givers, anyone on call) but generally speaking, so many missed moments occur when we don’t plan ahead. Life will always have something trying to pull your attention away and to make the most out of things, planning ahead helps us to set aside time in advance and intentionally treasure the time we have together.

Valentines' Day isn't just a day for Lovers.

It's a day to express all forms of love.

With a Child

Meet them where they are at. Surprising our daughter with a book, a small toy and a tasty treat brings her delight. For us even more. Helping her give out her first batch of valentines to peers is also something when done thoughtfully can be so rewarding.

With a Friend

Little cards of appreciation in the mail, a date with a good friend for dessert are all small ways to express the love of friendship.

With a Parent

A phone call, a small note, a surprise visit for a hug. The love of a parent doesn't end once 'parenting' is done. They are often struggling with their lives just as much as we are.

With a Lover / Partner

A quiet exchange of something they noticed you like, sharing in the food you both enjoy, a conversation that flows easy and engaging in a shared loved activity.

With a Pet

A good cuddle, special treats, hugs and kisses, scratches where they like it best.

This year marks the first year that we are introducing our almost five-year-old to watching movies.

Growing up, my sister and I didn’t have Cable with the endless channels and tv shows to watch. What we did have were parents who curated and created an experience around watching films. VHS tapes were aplenty in our house and if there was a TV movie or Hallmark special on, my mother would take a VHS over to my grandparent’s house and get it taped so we could watch it later.

As a rule, growing up, we watched films together first. Usually, it was over a pizza, a special dinner or dessert. Some sort of treat (even if just a bowl of ice cream) and we would all share in the experience. Once we had all watched the film together we were free to re-watch on our own time, but always, as a rule, we watched movies together first. Bonding over stories, the comedy, and quotes of films became a love language for my family. (I can, if needed, quote the entirety of ‘The Emporer’s New Groove’ on demand.)

I adored that tradition and this year we start a version of it ourselves with Zoë. We haven’t watched many films with her until now, partly due to her personality not being ready and another, in part, knowing that she has her whole life to catch up on all things ‘screen related’.

This year we will be watching a new film with her a movie a month. 12 Movies in 2020.

So far we have watched:

JAN: Frozen
FEB: Lady and the Tramp

Projected:

MAR: Mary Poppins

THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU | LIV CONSTANTINE

The 'Liv Constantines' duo second novel and I was less than enthused. It could be that their first collaboration in "The Last Mrs.Parish' blew me out of the water, that their second 'psychological thriller' couldn't match the truly amazing shake-up that their first novel gave.

THE UNFORTUNATE IMPORTANCE OF BEAUTY | AMANDA FILIPACCHI

This novel has me baffled. An imaginative take on the topic of inner and outer beauty. I highly recommend this novel and am reticent to share much as I think it's best without much knowledge. I can say that having the main character hide in a fat suit is a fascinating theme and concept to try to uncover.

THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND | KAREN HAMILTON

This is turning out to be a pleasant chic noir starring a woman who desperately wants to get back with her ex-boyfriend. It's edgy without being outrageous and a page-turner in its delivery. I highly recommend it.

EDUCATED | TARA WESTOVER 

A well-written memoir about what it means to grow up Mormon in a very untraditional upbringing where the children raise themselves.

THE CROWN VOL. 1 | ROBERT LACEY

Slowly watching The Crown season two on Netflix has me thoroughly enjoying going through the first addition novel to give more insight into the first season and the real-life people and historical events that have inspired the show.

THE CARETAKER | HAROLD PINTER

Just cracking open this book from the library to read a play. The Caretaker is one I have not read or seen.

Films / TV Shows of note:

Frozen - Such a fun film to watch and see our little enjoy for the first time

The Good Place - This comedy is coming to an end and we have found it such a thought-provoking series. Will be sad to see it end.

This past Autumn, the beginning of pre-school was an adjustment of weekly colds, new friends and experiences.

Although I am sure we are not free from the colds from classmates, I am so thrilled to see that all of these new experiences have brought our little one, who is full of life, into a new sense of herself.

As she has been adjusting, so have I.

Learning how to capitalize on the time that we have apart and find what works with this new life while also realizing it is just a stepping stone into this coming Autumn when she begins her first year in Elementry School.

What We’ve Been Capitalizing On

Time Apart

While she has been in preschool, I have been embracing the time as admin hours. Catch up on emails, write up interviews, social media for work purposes and get the ball rolling for various projects. I have learned that although I am not able to dig into too many things during those hours, I can get a lot of things moving and addressed.

Playdates

We have begun having meaningful playdates amidst the busy of life and learning what it means to create meaningful and caring friendships. Seeing the connection that has begun to grow between Zoë and one of her friends has brought so much joy and excitement into our lives.

Learning at Home

When at home we are doing our best to create space for her to freely play while also sneaking in some mindful learning. Some of the ways we do this are through a great gift from her Great Grandmother in the Kiwi Crate subscription package she is receiving now which sends you a package of learning and creative activities to do monthly. Learning to follow along with words and pick out / read the connecting words (to, a, and, the), watching a new film monthly, exploring music through playlists, piano, and her new Ukelele, etc.

Weekends

Capitalizing on the weekends in what the season has to offer by exploring the farmers market, going out in the snow and making use of a gift we received in a year pass to the Discovery Centre in Downtown Halifax.

Winter is one of my favorite seasons to curate a playlist for.

It could be the way that snow lingers, leaving the world covered in something mystical and wonder like. It could be the way the wind bites at you as you leave the house and tries to lick your lips with frost. It could be that mix between romantic ambiance and barren land.

Winter 2020 Playlist

Stand Outs

Dreams | The Cranberries

This is a marker song for me. I remember it playing when I started finding new purpose through figure skating as a teenager. I remember skating in the early morning on empty ice and this song made it all feel possible. Now, this song seems to find it’s way back to me to remind me of those free-flying moments and remind me of that sense of hope and elation.

Always Good | The McClures

I fell into this song by accident recently and fell in love with it. I think we can all struggle with feeling at peace and at rest in what is going on in our lives. I find peace in believing and trusting in that which is bigger than me.

Miss You So Much | Miley Cyrus

Miley is brilliant. I don’t love everything she has done. I think some of it has been produced and created out of rebellion of her own self-hatred and that in and of itself creates some very worn and tired material. But this new side of her that is coming out (while she still remains her completely edgy self) is filled with brilliant musical choices.